I Cannot Fuckin Believe It

While getting ready to head for class … I got a call 9 in the morning from Theo and you will never believe what he said to just put a damper in my entire day. He had the audacity to come and ask me if I would have a – with him and his baby’s mom Diedra. Yes people, that is what came out of his goddamn mouth. I was in so much awe, if he were standing right in front of me, I probably would have clobbered him to death. I told him how dare he even ask me that. Then it all came down. I told him that why would you even want to have anything sexual to do with anyone if they honestly hurt you that bad. I mean, come on the fuckin what??? Does he REALLY think I am THAT stupid? Dumb? Ignorant? And I also told him if he does have a threesome with her, or anybody else … we can just cancel our little whatever we are suppose to be having. And so his response is he gets mad … hold up, why the fuck is HE even getting mad? *I* am the one who is suppose to be mad.

People, you have to understand that Theo and I are four years in the making. I thought he had grown up from his bullshit past but I guess he hasn’t really changed. But then again, like I said, when you meet a man, give him 90 days to find out what he is really all about … most men usually expire because they can’t keep up the pretend game for too long and seems like Theo damn sure did.